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Divorce and the Racist
by Robert Crockett
Divorce is not an easy task to go through, particularly for the racist.
Even with just a lemming man, the court system is stacked against him with
the favors all going to the wife. With the racist man, he can only expect
even more court bias against him. States are different in how they treat a
racist going through a divorce. In some states a man might even get a fair
hearing, while in other states a man's racism is often used as a mental
defect against a man -- particularly with a black or highly liberal judge.
It is most important that the racist man or woman seeking divorce obtain
a lawyer who will represent him with all his racist views as part of the
package. It is most certain that your spouse will use your racist views
against you in divorce court. You will need to select an attorney far more
carefully than the spouse you are divorcing, and this is not an easy task.
Most attorneys will ask you to set aside your racist beliefs as well as any
literature distributions or other racist activities you're engaged in. But
there are attorneys out there who will properly represent you along with
your racist views. It is still lawful at this time for a White to be
racist, and it is best that you don't have to fight both your own attorney
and the wife's attorney in a divorce..
For a racist considering or already underway with a divorce, I can truthfully tell you that yours will be a far more difficult recovery than for your lemming spouse. The lemming spouse has 98% of the White population to choose from, whereas you shall have less than 2% of the racially aware Whites from which to
choose -- lest you are a glutton for punishment and wish to repeat the
divorce exercise. Still, it is hardly all negative for the racist in divorce -- far from it.
Because I was bold, up front, and truthful in stating that I'm an
active National Alliance member -- of which I am extremely proud -- I sent shock waves through my wife's defense team. In all my years of being a married
National Alliance member, I never felt at liberty to fully express
myself as a racist. I felt guilt at both ends of the spectrum. I felt
pressure from the wife to not become public, to be careful in my National
Alliance activities, forever enduring criticism about how I should
spend more time doing the more lemming activities instead of my National
Alliance duties. And I limited my National Alliance activities to
literature distributions, monthly meetings, and I endeavored to keep my
email correspondence to after hours often going without sleep to get in all
my duties. I almost always spent quality time with the wife and the kids
instead of being online in their presence. Despite my ever-increasing
efforts to keep my marriage together, it was to no avail. The wife finally
cracked over her frustration over my being a committed and dedicated racist.
She began staying out at all hours of the night, coming home drunk, and having strange men's telephone numbers in her jeans pockets, and I shall probably never know the full extent of her activities. My primary concern was that I should preserve the marriage so that my children would never have to endure the hostile public school environment such I had to endure to which sears me to this day. Would I have endured open illicit affairs on her part in order that my kids not have to live in a trailer park and be subjected to nonwhite schools? She never talked to me though and what words she did have to say were both ambiguous and evasive, so the question had to become a more and more firm no as time went on.
From a National Alliance standpoint, I never felt at liberty to perform
my duties to the utmost. I did not feel the fear of being stopped or
detained by the police. I also did not feel the fear of having my picture
plastered across the 6:00 news or the potential for job loss that
accompanies that. In the back of my mind, I've always known in my bones
that I would ultimately be public in my racist beliefs. I was among the
first children in the United States to be forcibly be bussed to all-black
schools. If Little Rock, Arkansas was not the first place where White
children were forcibly integrated, then the Little Rock schools were one of
the first. I walked the gauntlet through a crowd of blacks each and every
day at a school named Washington elementary, and this school was not named
after the first president George Washington either. Through the gauntlet
each and every day I and my fellow students were made to walk through being
subjected to blows which could come from anywhere within the crowd of
blacks. These blows always came from the rear. The question which sears me
to the core is why I did not stand up and ultimately achieve martyrdom at
that point? I knew what was right and what was wrong even at that early
age. I will be the first to testify that for a group of blacks which
ultimately worshiped the nonviolent Martin Luther King they were neither
friendly nor nonviolent. Such a state of dishonor stays with a man, and in
my case that dishonor has not lessened over time.
I knew what was coming upon that first day in court. I was asked about
forty questions on my membership in the National Alliance. I was asked no
questions as to my comrades or anything having to do with organizational
structure for which I would have refused even to the point of jail. I had
been detained a short while by the police for my placing leaflets on
windshields at an Anne Frank play at a local high school the previous
Friday night, and this was promptly brought up by the wife's attorney at
the hearing. The wife, through her attorney, asked for supervised
visitation for my kids and she got it. She also asked that I pay her house
note, to which my name is nowhere on the deed, and she got that. She then
asked for me to pay for her car, and I was ordered to pay that as
well. A lemming would not have had such judgements rendered against him
under such circumstances. Such payments are beyond my means, and I have had
to file bankruptcy so that I might have some semblance of a normal life
apart from marriage.
Divorce is a gateway for the racist going through it. The time for
living anonymously in the woodwork while distributing literature or posting
stickers has passed. This is a coming out of the closet time for the racist.
Being Acting Little Rock Unit Coordinator for the National Alliance or any
other leadership position only accentuates the need for the National
Alliance member coming out of the closet. A leader is that man or woman who
will stand up proudly in his or her racist beliefs while his comrades lay low
in the trenches. The leader must always be the first one to stand up, the
first to be willing to take the risk. We must understand that when our
leaders gain praise as well as salutes, awards, and riding the conqueror's
car on into the future then we should all understand why. Because leaders
in the National Alliance along with World Church of the Creator and other
such organizations have certainly earned the respect of their people. Upon
that long awaited day when our race hails the new dawn, such leaders will
be shown the gratitude they've worked so hard.
From my vantage point, both the National Alliance and the World Church
of the Creator select their leaders in much the same fashion. Those who
excel in Proof of The Deed within the guidelines of their respective
organizations will be the ones who'll ultimately climb the ladder of
leadership to power. You will find no nonwhite organization in the world
where leadership is chosen solely on merit.
I tell each and every new member coming under my leadership that I shall
do my very best to keep their public profile as low as possible whilst they
perform their National Alliance duty in waking our people up. I also tell
each of my people that there will come a time when they each might face the
possibility that they shall be thrust into the public such as I have been. The
popular illusion I held until I joined the National Alliance was that that
Germany's SS was always more disciplined than the SA from which it sprang.
I believe the opposite to be true now. Like us, the early SA had to be more
disciplined, more willing to endure social hostility, and more willing to
endure the distance they encountered from within their own families. In
retrospect, I have far more respect for the early SA because their courage
was there when it was needed most, in the early days. That is how it is
within the ranks of the National Alliance. Those who have stepped forward
shall be amongst those considered the bravest of the brave and the best of
the best.
My divorce is not yet final, but the wife and I have reached the point
of no return in our separate lives. Chivalry, duty, honor, and a sense of
fair play are qualities I see less and less in the lemming world. In the
spineless, honorless, and lemming world, the wife will ultimately find the
man of her dreams in spades, but this is no longer my concern.
Like me, those of you going through a divorce based on your racism, will
go through most the stages I have progressed. You will seek like Humpty
Dumpty first to put it all back together. Then you might go through the
Disco Dan stage where you seek to chase anything under a skirt, like me.
After 17 years of marriage, I am still a marital virgin. I contemplated
whether my priority should be seeking a woman or regaining my manhood?
Gaining my manhood after so many years from such a destructive marriage is
far more healthy to me and far more fair to any future woman I shall meet.
You will go through alternate states of extreme anger followed by the
blues, from which I have emerged from after three months. Many tasks remain, such as obtaining title for my truck, so that I might trade it in for a small car which is great on the gas. For I wish to travel places, do much more recruiting, go to racist concerts, and meet new like-minded folks. I have much work ahead of me, but I look forward to the day when I can hail the new dawn. I shall find a girl of that 2% who shall be a racist such as me, and we shall hail the new dawn together. So if you are a racist anticipating a divorce or undergoing divorce, then take heart from me as one racist to another. There is life after marriage to a lemming, and it shall be glorious.
ROBERT CROCKETT
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